再不离开泪水就要疯了
Wednesday, September 23
23-September-2009
Open your eyes-张惠妹
D&T, Geography, Chemistry, Math, Chinese, Art
4 more days to ballet open house. Dreading it
It's been a long long time since I was happy.
Trying to positive day 1 failed. Cried during art lesson was so tired yet wanted to give it my best shot at completing the Chinese. Then kinda snoozed for 10 minutes but was awoken by Vahesh's addicting laughter and people around me giggling. Then I saw her played with her out of the corner of my eye. And kinda broke down, that's of course, without anyone knowing. Then Chinese had mental breakdown. Had to learn like 30 damn freaking words in less than 15 minutes and I went crazy, but only got one wrong. Anyway, think it's stupid of me, because nobody handed up the Chinese while I slept at 12+ just to complete it._. what the F! This time, I'm determined to get good grades for chinese. Chinese really inspires me, so much feelings and stuff can be expressed in this wonderful language that I totally respect. Well, by saying this, I know some people will come and bite my head off again, piss with you.
4 more days to ballet open house... I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. Because now ballet class is left with a pathetic 2 people. What happened to the strong fighters? Katherine...? Isabell...? The thought really kills me. Because suddenly, ballet is not what it seems anymore. Not graceful anymore, it's this stupid heartbreaking thing that can't keep me going. Now I'm wondering, should I even continue dancing? Will I be happy...?!?! Ain't very appealing ah? Open house, and only 2 people. What's up with that, there won't be a happy atmosphere, because it's also discussing about the fate of us. Suddenly, I don't want to loose teacher... *Note to Gina: "Whatever you do, please please, do not give up ballet, okay?!"
And I don't want to talk about the stress. It's eating me up): Homework. Got to go mugging! Got to complete geography, math and D&T by tonight. Holy shit. Still got to study for chinese. Could life get any more miserable? ~If only you knew, all the heartbreaks and traumas you caused and inflict on me, would you still carry on? Do you know that all this harm and pain that is now on me would not be healed?~ Girl, I really hate you. You don't know.
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